*sighs* I'm too careless and ridiculous...
I really hate myself for being too careless...
I'm losing too many stuffs...
and...I never seemed to be able to find it...

I had my cell with me yesterday @ home..
I'm pretty positive this time...
cause Phuong called...
and we were talking around 10:30P.M. ----my time that is...
what's so weird is.... I didn't even go anywhere =\
I only stayed in Mike's room and then went back to my room...
I realized that I lost my phone around 1:00A.M. when I was returning from my shower -.-

I know... we've too many things...
Mike's right.... we've like everything we want... compared to others... and YET we're still not happy =\
all these family matters... argh..

I guess I'm really taking things for granted...
honestly..you never know what you got till you actually lose it...
this isn't like the first time I lost my cell...
mom's already kindda ticked off? =\
I'm too careless...
sometimes...I really feel like a total brat...who aren't really grateful and appreciative of what she has
maybe mom's right about Mike spoling me? =\
I can somewhat feel it...
he's like doing the job of my parents...

I don't know anymore...
I  really hope that I'll find the phone...
or else...I'm doomed...

I don't want to get another cell...
that means all my contacts from that SIM card will be erased...
it took me quite a while just to get back most of my contacts from last time's cell lost...x___x

I'm just really sick of myself...
I'm angry about my actions...
why must I be so careless?
it's because of my foolisheness that leads me to this situation now...
I take full responsibility of this.......
*sighs* it's gonna be pretty inconvinient without my cell...

-->Prayers<--- I would really appreciate that...
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here's my schedule for 2oo6--- SOPH yr xD

1)Regular------- CHEMISTY ---------------- 141
2)Honor---------- FRENCH ------------------- 318
3)Regular-------- INTER ORCHESTRA ------ 400
4)Regular-------- AMERICAN LIT ENG II --- 246
5)************ LUNCH ************* [ANYONE? ]
6)Honor----------- ADV ALG WITH TRIG ----- 315
7)Regular--------- PE II/ DRIVER ED --------- 199
8) Advanced------ AP U.S. HISTORY ---------- 207

Yay! =) I'm taking DRIVER ED first xD
comment me if you have any classes with me